I remember one moment
years ago
I got into a bus
and my heart stopped at the first station
it got out inbetween Coventry and Birmingham.
It took her a long time to find me after this.
She found me working out in a gym in Leeds, running on a treadmill and just when I was looking out the window I saw her. She said finally you are able to take me back.
half awake.
It was an inevitable end.
End of love.
End of the knife.
End of my innocent being.
sau poate in paralimbaj ce am simtit exista si nu se poate regasi in sine niciodata in limbaj.
Si ma bucura si ma intristeaza.
Caci nu exista. Caci orice e neasumat exista si nu exista de fapt.
paralimbaj
intr-un limbaj
efemer si punctual
intrinsec si nonverbal
extins si totusi restrans
intr-o sala de dans
figura de final
al unui ceas banal
intr-o conversatie cu sens
intr-o situatie confuza
nestiind nici ce, nici cum
doar simtind mult din tot
si putin din nimic.
pare ca imi spui ca in paralimbaj
gasesti mai mult decat in cuvinte aruncate in plic
niciodata certitudine in paralimbaj
vorbim totusi de perceptie,
al intelectului pavaj
sau paralimbaj.
in the sun
my face is red
in the sun my lips are melting
in the sun my universe gets to unfold
in the sun, in my mothers backyard
I get to drink red wine, read easy books and
think about what I am trying to seal.
This feeling
has the right to be unfolded in the sun.
You do drive purpose. Just I think you need to feel the impact of your own presence.
One more step out of comfort zone that you are ready to make for a while now
Will become and overcome some of the rocks you carry with you.
