gods

gods from my past 

gods I burried and still they came back 

gods who feed on guilt and on anger 

gods I used to unname, untouch and drive pass them in the highway of my thoughts

gods who know about the lowest moments of my life. 

gods with whom I need to make peace 

reversul paralimbajului

sau poate in paralimbaj ce am simtit exista si nu se poate regasi in sine niciodata in limbaj. 

Si ma bucura si ma intristeaza. 

Caci nu exista. Caci orice e neasumat exista si nu exista de fapt. 

paralimbaj

paralimbaj 

intr-un limbaj 

efemer si punctual

intrinsec si nonverbal 

extins si totusi restrans 

intr-o sala de dans 

figura de final 

al unui ceas banal 

intr-o conversatie cu sens 

intr-o situatie confuza 

nestiind nici ce, nici cum 

doar simtind mult din tot 

si putin din nimic. 

pare ca imi spui ca in paralimbaj 

gasesti mai mult decat in cuvinte aruncate in plic

niciodata certitudine in paralimbaj

vorbim totusi de perceptie,

al intelectului pavaj

sau paralimbaj.

 

unfolded in the sun

in the sun 

my face is red 

in the sun my lips are melting 

in the sun my universe gets to unfold 

in the sun, in my mothers backyard 

I get to drink red wine, read easy books and 

think about what I am trying to seal.  

This feeling 

has the right to be unfolded in the sun. 

one more step

You do drive purpose. Just I think you need to feel the impact of your own presence.

One more step out of comfort zone that I feel you are ready to make for a while now

Will become and overcome some of the rocks you carry with you. 

doors of my heart

I have almost closed the doors of my heart. 

it hurts, but it needs to be done. 

35.5

I took with me the memory of your smile

I keep it in my pocket

sometimes I touch it, 

just to be sure it is still there.  

It dingles and it tickles. 

I take with me your tone of voice 

especially the one you use when we are alone.

I keep it near my feet, to hide it. 

And then it gets to be a 35.5.