brothers

mother of boys 

one that is impulsive, acts and then says sorry, loving and a bit scared, my baby boy

one that is analytic, and many times feels almost as much as I do, my big boy. 

 

my amazing little boys

my center. 

blue spot

in my heart 

you left a blue spot 

where I will keep your memory. 

and there in that spot 

in the 7th day of the month 

will be longing 

for your presence. 

common sense

took in

a vulnerability 

many felt emotions 

a huge amount of desire 

an intelectual interest 

took away 

my rational thinking 

a guilt 

a shame 

my ego 

my good sense 

my sense of how much for how long 

it took away a balance

many words

common sense is reinstalling 

emotions can not be undraw or unfelt, and they dont dissapear in the night

put them to work

to build something out of this uncertainty, 

of desire 

of missing somebody important, 

of doubt and of real care. 

so to really accept distance. 

zid de paianta

lipsa certitudinii se catara 

ca o tanara felina

pe zidul asta din paianta 

ce creste intre noi doi 

e o paianta cu o baza subreda de frica

frica ta de a fi

frica mea de a nu fi 

distanta ta de emotii prea mari 

si prea greu de controlat

lipsa mea, confirmarea fortata 

tot frica si in spatele distantei, sau a fortarii

asa mai creste putin zidul. 

atoms or butterflies

believing in you 

fully and utterly 

as i believe in atoms or in butterflies 

because i just can see what you can do.

voce in tacere

ca o vie moarta 

ai lasat tacerea sa fie 

crezand ca o poti rupe oricand, 

dar tacerea se infiltreaza in frici de demult uitate 

in sentimente care devin grele 

in voce, tacerea are cea mai mare sonoritate,

mai ales in vocea ta. 

prior journey

a certain journey ahead in your mind 

could not read, know or follow. 

a journey maybe you set. 

as you do with 2 or 42 steps ahead. 

a journey without my presence.