what I gave you

i gave you space inside my heart 

i gave you my faith, my loyalty and my words 

i gave you my time and my sorrow 

i gave you peace and a safe space 

i gave you confidence 

i gave you some doubts 

i gave you a forever in my heart 

and in my writings 

in my mind and soul 

i gave a piece of my soul, 

as you already could read it by instinct. 

what you gave me

you gave me something I will always carry with me 

a question mark 

a mirror to always find myself inside my soul

you gave me clarity and security

you gave me stairs to climb and watched me prove I can, always keeping my back

you gave me a safe space

you gave me a dream, a fantasy of sort

you gave me a little bit of yourself

and without wanting or knowing you gave me the strength you gain only through vulnerability. 

as you are my vulnerability. 

that I will keep in my soul, not letting it out again. 

un leon

estoy sonando a un leon

y este leon esta en mis manos 

en mis sentimientos 

en lo que estoy haciendo 

y dejo de hacer

y alomejor si esta con migo

siempre. Sin gritar. Sin decir nada. 

din cand in cand dor

o mana de mere verzi 

intr-o dup-amiaza de toamna 

copaci cunoscuti si straini

care imi leagana vantul 

dintre ceea ce sunt si ceea ce reusesc sa manifest. 

un dor linistit, un dor ce asteapta 

un dor pe care il tin ca pe un animal de casa 

il mangai din cand in cand 

e un dor pe care il iubesc 

un dor pe care din cand in cand il cert, 

un dor care ma face sa scriu si sa iti scriu

un dor pe care il dobor ca la bowling, 

cu un mar aruncat pe pista lucrurilor importante, care mi se aduna la mijlocul unui anotimp. 

 

iubire. compasiune. loialitate. dor. 

toate dor uneori. 

smashed

smashed goodbye, 

like a cottage cheese layered on a bread toast 

build on a high dosage of desolated emotion like a hard cheese that lost its purpose and taste

build on a huge amount of

silence 

that says it all if you are far enough 

Lilith

the moon is bitten 

her heart is marked by the forest that swallowed her pride

and kept returning

brighter in his presence. 

the dawn became ornament some kind of earings and raised hell on young womens souls. 

the first princess of the dark

looking for the Sun

closed her eyes exhausted. 

Light was born from her chest and pointed into the universe and a little bit into the moon. 

closed

closed the rumors of my soul

closed my instinct to always write 

closed the alley to your presence 

closed the insignificant little things that I used to care about when thinking about you

closed my eyes

not yet able to close my tears.