waited

I waited for you 

for your presence 

for your smile 

for your voice and for your stories 

I could not connect to anyone else 

In any way. 

Then suddenly a glimpse of reality

nothingness has disappeared into the veil of the afternoon in

waiting.  

The moon reminds me to come out and play. 

Waiting needs to be done with as it is for another type of woman. 

friends

finally I get to not look for you 

in every corner of my body or of the building inside my skull. 

finally I get to enjoy your presence 

as you mean it without anything else beside it 

finally and hopefully we will become friends.

smile

seeing you smile 

still makes my heart run faster 

seeing your smile 

makes me feel

makes me want to stay with you for hours 

maybe soon I can better resist your smile

break from reality

a break from all the corners I used to leave my reality 

my reality where I am very much respected

even spoiled with gifts and with attention 

my reality with my people that for a while in my thoughts I deserted 

and it was a good time to spend abroad 

a good time to find again myself 

my longing 

my predictable reactions 

my unpredictable emotions 

my choices

and the person I cared for 

because something inside drove me.

And I don't regret it as I leave it behind me. 

jungle story

I left this time and space

went away to a jungle in my head

of wondering stories and elephants and tigers that run in my head like they are running a half marathon. 

never followed me 

as it should be 

and I appreciate it 

and I admired you for it 

and it took me too long to start coming out of the story in my head. 

ankle's truth

in my hair flowers of determination are felt 

on my body little points of torsion are imuable and intended 

my ears keep inside little butterflies that give it a go once in a while

my heart is sunbathing in the moons light 

and my ankles have known the truth for a long time now. 

the comitment of my body to entering a new cycle of life 

my hopes for you

my hopes for you are to be happy and rested

for all your loved ones to be healthy and safe

 

my hopes for you are to dig deep inside your spirit to find all that you ask for, from yourself. 

my hopes for you are to feel cherished.