no negative, no positive, only perception

A good way you chose forward and I will help you. You deserve it as you are smarter than most. So do it, there is no negative, positive or real, there is only perception. And perception can be changed, with some work behind. You will do it. I hope it will worth the effort, at least as an experiment.  

split in two

my heart is split in two

and I have no way out 

two parts 

the mother and the wild one 

the rules follower and the rebel 

the responsibile and the stars runner 

the dreamer and the analytic one 

never one sided story of my life 

a free song

sent me a song once 

in a space you never left out of your being

you made me feel it 

somehow within my soul.

I dont know how you do it 

how you make me feel 

more than think,

because I usually think 

I am used to it 

you seem to think more, so I can feel free. 

hidden truth

a time comes when hidden truth

reveals from within

a time comes when I need to choose

what I can live with, or live without. 

a time of change and heart ache. 

overdressed hands

overdressed 

my hands start to tell the world

the story of the women behind me

the unheard 

the unbalanced 

the unconditional loving woman 

the mother

the ones that took the hardship in their 

tears, 

in their guts or on their skin

the ones that carried all the bad in their bones.

not letting it touch their children. 

not letting it out 

still nothing you hide inside 

stays hidden forever

it comes back from within 

generations after. 

Autumn Dream

familiar faces spread across the globe within the tree of life's roots.

its leaves shares their laughter

when they slowly fly to the lowest level of Hades's world. 

Autumn's dream is endless

and starts on the 31st of August

The best and last day of summer. 

tree of life

in your absence, 

your presence appears tattooed on my skin like an old oak 

that has no other reason 

to be than life itself.