mirror

there is a mirror or shadow to silence 

i do not want to have to say a clear No

i do not want to make it a reality 

i do not consider it is worthy of my answer 

i do not want to let go, i can not. 

i can not say, I can not let go.

it is nothing actually. 

nothingness disguised in kindness or superiority.

I know it, you know it. 

Whoever else i don't care at all. 

dream

in my life I had only 2 love dreams

one that I fully experienced

and one that I only dreamed about. 

generational

the sadness in my bones 

comes from

my mothers ankles 

to my grandmothers hands 

in her mothers legs

the sadness in my bones comes out in the morning

when the moon and the sun have only one moment to stair each other in the eyes. 

and the sun cries a bit as to say 

you never touched me,

but your light I feel inside. 

truth

i gave you space inside my heart 

i gave you faith and truth.

my loyalty and my words 

i gave you my time

i gave you a safe space 

i gave you confidence 

i gave you some doubts 

i gave you a small forever in my heart 

and in my writings 

in my mind and soul 

i gave you a piece of my soul, 

as you already could read it by instinct. 

question mark

I will always carry with me 

what you gave me

a question mark 

a mirror to always find the intelectual woman inside my soul

clarity and security

you gave me stairs to climb and watched me prove I can, always keeping my back

you gave me a safe space

a dream, a fantasy of sort

and without wanting or knowing 

you gave me the strength you gain only through vulnerability. 

as you are my vulnerability. 

un leon

estoy sonando de un leon

y este leon esta en mis manos 

en mis sentimientos 

en lo que estoy haciendo 

y dejo de hacer

y alomejor si esta con migo

siempre. Sin gritar. Sin decir nada. 

dor si mere verzi

o mana de mere verzi 

intr-o dup-amiaza de toamna 

copaci cunoscuti si straini

care imi leagana vantul 

dintre ceea ce sunt si ceea ce reusesc sa manifest. 

un dor linistit, un dor ce asteapta 

un dor pe care il tin ca pe un animal de casa 

il mangai din cand in cand 

e un dor pe care il iubesc 

un dor pe care din cand in cand il cert, 

un dor care ma face sa scriu si sa iti scriu

un dor pe care il dobor ca la bowling, 

cu un mar aruncat pe pista lucrurilor importante, care mi se aduna la mijlocul unui anotimp. 

 

iubire. compasiune. loialitate. dor. 

toate dor uneori.