stairs

stairs that lead nowhere 

infinite stairs of no infinite evolution 

as it is always the case to go round and round in staircases that have similar traits as you have an infinite labyrinth which exits that have an entrance in the middle of the labyrinth.

Stairs with no consensus, no consequence and no way to finish. 

strained

strained in a personal history 

strained milk that becomes strained yoghurt that gets to be more than simple fermented cultures 

strained in an island of milk and strained people I started to care about. 

maybe

mistakes I have made 

maybe because I sensed where we were going. Silent, but vocal. Intrinsic. 

maybe, most probably I would have enjoyed. but you would have never got to know me, 

not really. Maybe. Will never know. 

nuanced

it seems you can not stand to be close enough to touch my shoulder 

or to look me longer in the eyes

but my feelings, my intuition says something completely different, almost opposite. 

in the end does not matter what it feels like, most probably it is my infinite nuanced imagination. 

pisica rupta in 2

Sa rupem pisica in doua, 

ca intr-un film cu Raskapur si surd si mut. 

in care universul de iaurt se prelinge intr-o stare nici drinkable, nici spoonable. 

in care as rupe si totusi imi e teama sa o rup.  

Space

Space seems better between us. 

Space to grow

Space to make mistakes

Space to explore 

Space to overcome or to become, 

new space to be. 

Space to run to other discussions

Space to occupy 

Space to find each other somewhere

Space for uncertainty 

Space to be vulnerable or to say sorry 

Space that seems uncomfortable

Space to create and to dismiss 

Space even for emoticons

Space that may never be, and that is ok. 

needs

I need to care less. I need to take one or more steps back. I need to let go. 

it seems I can not.