light

your light brought out something amazing in me. 

my light I will hold for now.

p.s.

part stable 

part sincere 

picture serenity 

paint severe desire

points structure 

peeks stability 

partakes security 

pain stubborness 

plots scientific fiction 

portrais signs of weekness. 

p.s. you are and were my only vulnerability

 

empty space

all the long writings

filled with silence

left an empty space

a space to grow differently from now on. 

packages

start packing 

my desire in small packs

move it in my mothers attic

my thoughts 

my fantasy, build up emotion and all the goodbye said and all left unsaid

I will put them into a big box. 

Put a red tape on it and write: Important to remember.

I need to come back from the holes of hope. 

first day

your image got blurred 

for some seconds in my head 

first day when my thoughts 

did not fully follow you

first day realizing it may have been a 

real goodbye. 

first day something inside melted. 

real doubts

today the rain in my heart has awaken 

a thought

maybe I draw a castle out of smoke 

and the autoumn wind has blown it. 

cadenas

en mis cadenas vive la musica 

el baile y la passion que algun dias traigo en mi vida 

en mis manos vive el amor 

para el arte 

en mis ojos la rebellion de mi sangre 

de mis padres y de mis abuelos 

la locura que viene cuando tu unica necesidad es sobrevivir la injusticia de todo los dias. 

Mis cadenas baillan el baille que nunca se muere, el baille de los viejos y los jovenes 

el baille que sabe desnodar el pasado. 

Mis cadenas solo saben vivir y sobrevivir.