hiding a goodbye

I will not be the same woman

after i felt your heart beat

your rithm and your soul

and I got lost inside it, as it is complicated and beautiful and amazing 

I could not make a real step.

But I need to. As reality is knocking on my door. 

I need to wake up, from whatever this was. 

As you do not really see me, or feel me.

goodbye that is so hard to say, 

gooodbye I need to say only to you,

while you are hiding.