Icar

In between looking for me 

and staying away

in between wanting to be close and

taking as much space as possible

in between curiosity, connection or something else. 

As I am.

In between what I have built, that I would never give away and a feeling I have not yet fully understood it's reason to be. 

in between middle day and sunset 

there is a light that caresses the earth for those who know the story of Icarus