bear necesities

hibernate 

hide from winter sky

presence unfelt

hunt and protect 

hide and preserve to survive winter.  

A bear looks from the distance if he is not hungry.

it really is the bear necesities

and it hurts me 

but this is it

under summer sky 

with my white dress with red flowers, walking in my white sneekers

I will not. Not anymore. 

Bear necesities it is.